I’m so sick of the fighting.
We have the same argument at least twice a week.
I love him, I really do. Without him, I’m not a whole person, which is why it kills me every time we fight.
We talked a little bit, but he still left without a hug or anything. In his defense, though, he asked me if he could hug me and I wouldn’t/couldn’t answer. I didn’t want to say yes for the sake of the argument, but I didn’t want to say no because all I wanted to do was have him hold me.
He’s my best friend in the whole world.
I just don’t know what to do or say when he gets back. Part of me wants to continue being short, pessimistic, and not put any effort in. The other part wants to sit down and talk, work it out.
I just don’t know.